I turn 19 in a couple of weeks.
I decided I’m not going to be scared to make big decisions anymore.
I’m only going to focus on my closest friendships because they are the only ones I care to have. I no longer want to entertain outworn relationships.
I’m going to do the things I wanna do, even if I have to do those things by myself.
& I wanna learn how to split on a dick
I am feeling very gentle and assertive tonight. I dig it.
I have these really cool memories of eating peaches at my great grandmothers house. I hated going over there but that was the only thing that made the visits bearable because she always had some. Her house smelled liked vegetables 24/7. Still to this day she is the sweetest person I know.
I’m free now. And just in time.